My husband and I have been reading your blog. We have been into cuck for the last 3 years. What bothers me is how cuck is portrayed in porn. It not only presents an unreal picture, it makes it difficult to discuss the topic as many form their views about cuck from this miscasting.  You wrote about how common cuckold is with couples. We know it is one of the most searched topics on porn sites, but when curiosity is met with such a false presentation apart from reality a mass distorted view is created.  I hate that it has to be some taboo topic. Most of us are thinking about it, but few can ever express it outside of few places. I think if it was shown how it really is and there was a safe places for other like minded people, what is now taboo would quickly become more commonplace and benefit more couples.  The cuckold dynamic has provided the closest, most loving, and intimate relationship imaginable with my husband. We have had the pleasure of two wonderful bulls. I’m currently on the

This will most likely be my last post of the year. It's been amazing to see thousands of you find this dark little corner of taboo truth . Thank you to all who read it, ask questions and send me comments.  It's been a strange time. For awhile we were all told to stay home and I know many relationships were put on hold. Several couples lost their bulls while other began exploring cuck for the first time.  It hard to know how common cuck is as most people don't opening discuss it, but if traffic to this blog and the direct contact I have had with so many is any indication, the idea and curiosity surrounding cuck has exploded. Some time ago it was estimated that 58% of men and 33% of woman had cuckold fantasies. I tend to believe that number has grown and includes both gay and straight couples.  I've talked to so many who are both starting out and starting over.   Things changed for me during Covid as well. For one, I put on hold seeing anyone. It's one of the reasons

I'm going to start sharing random thoughts and a bit about my real experiences under the "Bull Pen" title. Kind of a journal. While I'm using a keyboard instead of a pen, I think you get the idea.  I've been offline for a couple weeks because I've been busy being a bull and not just talking about it. I had a fantastic session with my long term couple. We met at a motel and they were both waiting for me. She changed into some really sexy lingerie. Open crotch so easy access  and nothing to remove in order to fuck. It was just the three of us for a session that lasted 4 hours. Lots of tit sucking She came multiple times and he provided some oral support when he wasn't watching or taking pictures. I've been seeing this couple for 3 years now and we are all so comfortable that things happen naturally. With that comfort and trust I don't hesitate to take her in different ways and explore new things. I've made just about every sexual fantasy she had